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After being a creeper and sketching a ~lady Party Poison a little while back, i had a crack at a Kobra Kid in a similar fashion. Not really all that different tbh :/
The bbb i did the worst piece for ever went up last week. Even the "make up" piece i did by way of apology for the crappiness of the first one i sent in didn't turn out how i would have liked.

And for some reason i signed as an artist for bandomreversebb. No idea what im going to do, convinced already no one will claim whatever i come up with, i will just stress the fuck out over it all /o\

Im having a crazy waiting game and my nerves/worries are all over the place as the US postal service are completely useless. I got a dm from Mrs. Way saying my package hadn't reached them yet during the week. Of course, it was at ass o'clock in the morning and a work day and i then slept terribly after being woken up by that message with all the worry in the world that the package had been lost.
If it were something easily replaced or had a set value or something i wouldn't have been fretting so much, but as it's a sketch i've put a lot of hours into and was kind of proud of...yeah, nervous and worried and D:
The post office here could tell me nothing (even though the item has a tracking number) and i emailed the USPS to see if they could tell me anything.

Got an email the following day saying it had got to LA the morning...forgive me for thinking you're lying to me as it was meant to get there 3 WEEKS AGO and as soon as im all YO, WHAT IS GOING ON?! you get all "oh yeah, it's totally there!" :/ Anyway, i could actually use the tracking number on their site and it's status does keep updating. It was at whatever LA post office/sorting place, then delivery was attemped and a collection note left and even the Royal Mail tracking thing has updated with that so...im hoping it is actually there and just needs to be collected now and they're not lying to me ;____;

Im still terrified of it being collected though. But also terrified that it won't be and they'll just be all LOL NO, WHY WOULD WE WANT THAT?! I don't know what my damage is either you guys.

Other news, it has been a year, A YEAR! since i went to LA for the artshow that never was (not in sept anyway). That shit is crazy. I still can't really believe it all happened or that i got to hang out with some of my most favourite people in the world and have them be so lovely and open and awesome and that they even invited us to the studio.

And this picture is just because. Jessicka posted it today and it gave me a lot of ~feelings. Feelings of HOW HAS IT BEEN 12 MONTHS SINCE I GOT TO FANGIRL OVER YOU BOTH AND GET MANY HUGS AND *____* OVER YOUR ART AND YOU AND JUST *_____; Srsly, they are pretty perfect. And endlessly pretty omg <3



I know ~someone is no doubt going to milk it for all it's worth tomorrow. I'll probably be subjected to her smug, overprivileged, AREN'T I BETTER THAN YOU WITH ALL MY FAMOUS FRIENDS! face all over my dash. Wonderful.

I still feel like the luckiest fucker for everything that happened. It's going to be a vacation that always stays with me and im forever grateful to everyone who made that day so wonderful.

Today was the Tara McPherson signing in London...i did not go ;____; Im (trying to be) not too down about it. I have met her twice before anyway and i really didn't want to spend the day down there by myself like a loser.
I made brownies today instead which was a good time. Though my oven is an oven of lies as for the first time ever i baked them for too long it seems. They were not gooey when i took them out. I've made this recipe a few times before at my sister's and they always came out perfect. I make them here, in my own place for the first time and they come out too set :( They're still tasty but just not squidgy enough. My life is so hard, right?

I got some new pens this week, including some Tria markers *____* I should try and get out of my WHY DO I EVEN BOTHER WITH THE ARTS, WHAT IS THE POINT? SELF, YOU SUCK! funk and play around with them and try them out.

And so ends this week's ramblings.

Edit to add this. Why not?

The "What I've always wanted to tell you" Meme